mummy

can we move? can we get out of this place and into a whole new paradise of the sun, sand and sea? i want to leave, i want to leave everything behind and move on with my life. at 20 i've accomplished NOTHING in my life and there i was telling audrey that at 21 i'm going to get a hugeass tatt to mark the starting of my life as an adult.

this is honestly pathetic. tomorrow is supposed to be a special day that makes me happy and makes me smile and all that nonsense, but it's nothing to me anymore. it's just another normal Friday with nothing to look forward to, and nothing to be upset about.

let's see what can brighten up my day. someone can courier a simon baker over for me, that would be the best birthday present ever.

audrey, "YOUR LOVER"! honestly, very super swear-across-my-heart-honestly, i was giggling to myself as i walked from the circle line to the purple line. REALLY

thank you!

for my 21st birthday i would like a nose job as it is currently the horror of all horrors.
but thank you all so much, yeleng kagek jodie joey leah, for bothering to take time out to spend it with me! i know you guys are like the super busiest uni people ever that's why i appreciate it even more (:

sometimes, just sometimes, i wonder what i did to deserve these amazing friends haiyah, sappy soppy one.

amanda righetti

fucking prettiest woman ever, see her on tv and whoa my envy rages all the way up! so perfect like a barbie doll.

for friday the 13th i will finally get down to doing my collage of super photos on my huge ass frame i bought from ikea a year ago. i've always been too lazy to even start on it, but this time i must must get it done cos my walls are plain and too white for my liking.

:D

i think i got wong worried for nothing with my stupid previous post haha, don't worry ok it's just me being exaggerative(?) as usual, you know i love the drama

i hate the weekends i really don't understand why, when i start work my brother tells me that i shouldn't spend it staying home in front of my laptop hahaha and i so agree! the weekends suck eggs.

"thanks alot"
"don't need to say thanks, i should be the one thanking you"
"huh, for what?"
"i thank you cause you're always there"

awwwwww

oh wait, happy 20th trump!

small world

bkt @ balestier w darren for dinner, thanks alot for dinner! it was amazing until he brought up the fact that he's got a few friends from st.marg's and OMG i asked him do you know a samantha khoo and he said yesssss

i wanted to punch the table at that moment yucks how come this world is so small how come everybody knows her? she is a stupid pathetic worm and i hate her, if the world ends in 2012 one of my goals will be to murder her hahahahaha, biggest dream! stupid toad. luckily i finished my pork before we talked about it. at macs after dinner he kept bringing it up to piss me off saying samantha khoo samantha khoo skinny samantha khoo! piece of shit what kind of friend are you ah! (:

ok this is a super ranting post which will be removed after i don't feel like seeing her disgusting name on my blog

i want/need a new ipod, the pretty pink one w the camera in it! it's so fucking adorable compared to the contraption that is my current ipod :(

nowadays whenever i have to get up super early, like 8/9am, i refuse to even sleep at night. i force myself to stay awake because i know i will never be able to get up, so i take pathetic little naps throughout the night. this sucksssss big time

$108 fossil wallet mummy give me money i am dreaming about it day in day out cos it's so pretty! ok im hungry i should go eat now

funny how my paragraphs are never related.

my brother is turning 24 this november. 24, and he plays w toy guns w his girlfriend. buys those toys from those neighbourhood shops for $6. plays street fighter on his laptop late into the night. irritates everyone in my family, following in the footsteps of my dad.

24, and sometimes he comes into my room and talks to me using my bears and whatnots.

the older he gets the more i love him, the weirder he is the more i love him. i used to have such a bad relationship w him when we were younger, but now i think(apart from the days he's gloomy) that he's the bestest/funniest brother anyone could ask for.

he makes me laugh until i'm literally sprawled on the ground, until my jaws hurt so much that i don't want to laugh anymore.

don't know what to do without him man