it's during situations like these that i want you to be around for me, even if you can't be there physically, just call me and tell me that i'll be fine and that you'll always be around to help me.

but instead, all i get is "why you getting so worked up over this?". imagine how i feel, walking out of work with tears welling up in my eyes, hoping you'd offer me comforting words, but that's all i get.

you used to be my little guardian angel, one who was always there for me with the biggest most comfortable hugs and the right words. whenever i faced a little trouble, i turned to you cos i knew you'd be able to make me feel right at home again.

i knew i could trust you and i knew you'd tell me the right thing to do. i knew you'd protect and shelter me from all the fucked up things in this world, you were my security blanket and i'd wrap myself in you whenever i needed comforting.

right now, all that is gone and in the past. i don't think i even want to tell you what's going on in my life anymore.