but how do you expect me

to live alone with just me

cos my world revolves around you

it's so hard for me to breathe

H, this is for you.

you came into my life so unexpectedly. i remember that day really clearly, when i went down to ask you for something and i ended up spending the next hour chatting with you about everything. then i went to work and something bad happened, and you were the first person i turned to in that time of despair. a sheer stranger you were, then became the guy i counted and depended on every single day.

we smsed throughout the day and talked at night, and you were the first and only guy who helped me get through the toughest times, and i became so much stronger with you beside me.

but what happened now?

you text me 2 times a day, mostly at night when it's really late and i'm close to going to bed. i was instructed to ignore you, but i cried so much because i didn't want to stop contacting you. you became my best friend and confidante, seeing you was the happiest thing that ever happened to me.

but hey, it's all in the past now. what we have now is nothing. something that isn't even close to a friendship, what more being best friends like we said we were. i'm disappointed, H, but i guess we both have our own seperate lives to live now.

this is the way you left me

i'm not pretending

no hope no love no glory

no happy ending