i miss wawan hafiz googoo lili huiting aiping lutfi mel wilmer aloysius all of a sudden, i feel like they're the people who make me so happy nowadays.

i don't feel like staying here, i feel so extremely out of place and unhappy about something. i want to go down there and hang out with them and watch them dance to music and make me laugh.

that's what i really want.
i don't want this.

enough of insecurities and trust issues, why not just forget it totally huh?

i need augustine to make me laugh. serious. but nowadays some people becoming damn unfriendly uh.

the only thing binding us tgt is love.
or something like that.

tmr, first thing to do is to go look for weewee for some comfort. then it's saving money & no eating cos my dianhua bill is fucking oneninethree bucks, where the hell did all that go to. 2880 msgs, that's where.

bubu you see la! hahahahah.

k i want to faster go sleep and get rid of this eekish feeling.

i'm so worried, but i've got 6 more days to see how things go.