cos i don't see a point in crying at all, and there obviously isn't one. i'm sorry i'm being such a loser and blogging everyday, but i need to get this out of my system and this is probably one of the best ways i can do it.

up till this point i still cannot believe the way you are treating me, like a piece of trash you've picked up and decided to walk with for awhile before chucking it aside onto the road, leaving me to be run over by trucks&lorries.

no matter what i was instructed to do, i never ever followed suit and still did what i wanted to cos you were an important friend to me. i was always taught that no matter what, i should never give up good friends cos they're always the ones there to clean up the shit you get yourself into.

i just feel like going down just so i can scream at you and slap the daylights out of you. but then again, what's the point? i'm just plain disappointed in you, cos i believed you when you made that seemingly impossible promise to me. okay, i'll admit i'm gullible but you seemed to be able to be trusted for the short period of time that i've known you until this situation popped up.

ever since this, i've become invisible and non-existent to you.

but right now, you're nothing but a stupid pathetic fucker who doesn't fucking have any emotions and who doesn't deserve any friends and should get fucking kicked in the balls to me.

H, please. fuck off.