I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

this is the second time it's happening to us, what ever happened to the strong friendship we had? i know you're just a friend and i shouldn't get angry even when you don't msg me everyday, but just a simple one at night to ask how my day went, that's all i'm asking for.

or just a msg to say goodnight, to tell me that you had a good day and hope mine was fine too, anything would do. but you decided to let me slip your mind yesterday, even when my last day of work was 2 days ago and you claimed that you'd miss me.

it's not anything, really, but i'm just used to telling you how my day went and smile when you ask me questions like, "have you eaten? i know you're definitely still hungry,". it's the little things like that that really count to me. i don't need a long conversation, i don't need 10 messages.

just one that shows me that you really do care about me and about our friendship that we managed to forge after knowing each other for a few days. we became so close and we knew each other inside out and could talk to each other about anything under the sun, but right now that has just disappeared into thin air.

i held on to little bubu last night and cried my eyes out cos i missed you.

i thought of the times we had, the first time you accompanied me on that train ride, and the other times i sat with you while you smoked and you told me not to sit on the floor, times i went into the shop just to say hi, times you tilted your head and looked at me while i cried.

i was so tempted to throw him onto the ground, but i couldn't bear to. i deleted your number from my phone book but let's face it, obviously i already have it etched in my head.

you were my closest friend and the one i could count on to make me happy no matter what happened.

right now, you're just a distant memory.