despite a 5.0mpx camera that i have on my phone, i still aspire to get a digital one quickly (ya i know very slow okay) cos i suddenly feel like it will be coming in handy pretty soon. so many memories, such a lousy camera. how can, right?

my cough is back with a vengeance, damn it. i wake up at 7am and stumble onto the toilet bowl and cough until excess pee comes out, i seriously think there's a problem.

visited grandpa today after dinner w the family and he wanted to speak but there was a lump in his throat (no, not literal), and i didn't realise until my mom mentioned it. poor thing, i feel so sad thinking about it now. he's like the ultimate most precious person to me, i'm glad i'm coming to 20 and more sensible and not throw tantrums and talk back, thank goodness. get better soon, kong kong :(