b's day

work starts at 430 for me today, so i'm off to buy balloons and adorable things and whatnots for tmr, i'm going to focus all my energy before work today, on tmr. do not think about today, under any circumstances. i've done enough to spoil it. enough.

i met a friend for supper at chomp2 last night, and it was the first time i didn't bail on someone 3 minutes or stg like that. i'm proud of myself, and then i remember the sheer amount of food we ordered and i want to groan again.

every night is a nightmare, every single waking moment that i'm alone is a nightmare. but you know what, i'm alone now and i don't want to make myself cry and bleed to death in the brain from the guilt and sadness, i'm going to think of, yes, tomorrow.

balloons + markers + something else special
it's your day, isabella. yours (: