i want to be your everything, i want to be first, i want you to send me msges on your own accord asking me where i am, i want you to start off first, i want to be there for you, i want to be happy, i don't want to be crazy, i don't want to continue, i want to start afresh, i want to be someone's everything.

i met my friends tonight and it was great, despite the lack of responses and short meeting time, but somehow i felt like i could tell them everything and they listened. it feels great to come to someone's mind out of nowhere, it really does. i want my days of "YOU'D BETTER FUCKING CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE HOME" to be over, i do.

how do you become someone's dream, someone's entire heart? i want to be that, i'm sick of playing second fiddle to other girls already. i really am. all my life i've been unimportant to the people that i loved the most, and i think this time it's my turn. i've had enough of crazy, i've had enough of forcing.

so if you think that i mean the world to you, please feel free to call me and tell me k (: