my brain

this is the story of my life, yakking on and on and on until i say something i regret 5mins later, but it is always too late for me to retract my statements, always 2mins too late, the hurt is done. why i never ever think of the consequences before i angrily tap away on my keypad is beyond me, sometimes i think i'm ungrateful and even more beyond stupid.

how did i even have the slightest tinge of interest in you in the first place? omg i just realised i need someone who doesn't talk much, one who listens intently and gives his input every now and then, and not yawn when i'm talking and look as though he'd rather be somewhere else than sitting and listening to my boring day, i need a male version of audrey. but there you go, talking and talking & talking even more, i can't have someone like me, cannot.

i dyed my own hair today, i am super proud of it because it came out black and shiny and everything, i have new hair! i am so happy but yet no one to share my joy with this is pathetic.

did you know simon baker is also australian? it's seriously about time i planned my future in australia surrounded by Heath Ledgers and Hugh Jackmans