sealed with superglue

i have been hiding in my hole for the past week, exiting only for work and to eat, and that is only 5 floors down from my house. i refuse to get out, i refuse to get up, only one person knows my daily routine since it only consists of one activity, so it's okay that i'm like that.

i fry pancakes, i eat them with ice cream and maple syrup, i drink 5 glasses of iced pepsi everyday, i stare at my laptop screen more than anything else, i shower twice a day just to waste time away, i honestly think its time to find a proper job to keep me alive and active.

i don't make plans, even if i ask someone out, i don't bother re-checking if they say they'd get back to me and didn't. can't. be. bothered. anymore. i don't know what's becoming of me, but i hope it doesn't keep up because i don't think it's very healthy.

hi my name is sam and i'm an insomniac