conelius, my saggy-cheeked friend

the last image that pops into my brain before i go to sleep is the face of a certain Cornelius Chan, the chubbiest most adorable 2 year old i think i've ever seen. he's got saggy cheeks and he wears those t-shirts that are like um, holey? idk, the holes are the pattern kind of thing. fucking adorable, hasn't muttered a word until today when i heard him say "yennow" after i asked him what color a ball was.

sigh. i keep thinking about them, i'm finally beginning to enjoy work but i'm going to grow muscles from the number of times i carry them on my hip to stop them from crying.

sorry i got nothing else to talk about cos nowadays i'm asleep by 12mn and i don't go out and i don't have a life cos i'm so fucking exhausted after a day at work. my eyes are closing now as i'm typing...