if you ask me how my night was, i'd reply you w a smile and say "good, thank you". if you asked me how i felt at 7pm, i would've said bad, and i wanted to stay home and eat fish soup cos that's what i'm comfortable with.

but now you ask me, and i'm happy. i had a wonderful time, very unexpectedly. i was super afraid of intial awkwardness and everything but i got over it. by the time we were on the train home i was smiling and unwilling to part! progression progression.

don't know what will happen next but i guess we'll wait & see (: thanks for listening, i could honestly tell you were listening to ALL the bullshit i was talking about