"i've never known a love like this..."

reuben & shyan ning & travis & nigel & cornelius you must all never leave me, never grow up and never move on to the other group, NEVER or i will cry until i can die. next march is my deadline when reuben yeo goes to another centre, it's been 2 weeks and i'm so attached, imagine me in 3 months?
gubler removed from my desktop, replaced w collage of photos taken today w the kiddos. travis looked at me today while hugging his bear, his left hand tapping his thigh. "pat pat" he said. my heart melted, seriously it did.

pay in! still waiting for the childcare one i hope it comes in, if you work 2 weeks do they still pay you? or do they wait till the next month... which is the end of december and if that is so, i'm sorry guys no xmas presents this year! BARGET