FML today

i was just thinking about what to write here, about how fucked up my day was, when my internet explorer window w 3 fucking tabs suddenly closed. it's like the cherry on top of the amazing pie that was my day.

asher hit me on the head twice today and i got so mad my hands started quivering a little after i finished screaming at him and yanking him until he started sobbing, i hate that i shiver/quiver everytime i scream at someone. it's like a sign of weakness, i feel

and other than that, i'm only getting paid at the end of december, hurray? every single job i get this happens to me, i have so much luck with salaries & money. i can't help but think that at the end of dec i still won't get a single cent bla bla, that would be like a bad nightmare. i mean, loving your job is one thing but not getting paid is another.

tis the season to be jolly my ass