goodbye

it's the weirdest feeling, having been home only after 12mn for the past few days and being home at 3pm today. i was so exhausted that i fell into such a deep sleep, and i woke up feeling worse than i ever did during the entire wake.

i miss her, everytime i think of her i really want to cry now that she's really gone. seeing her for the last time today was very emotional, and even as im typing this im picturing her talking to us and sitting with us at the dining table. the thing i hate the most is that i won't be there tmr/tuesday cos of the fucking stupid orientation which is making me really unhappy right now.

i miss work, i miss my kids, i miss my grandmother.
i dont want it to be too late for anyone ever again