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waiting's a real bitch i hate waiting! hate waiting for people to arrive, waiting for people to call, waiting for people to finish using the bathroom..... so irritating! esp when people say they'll do something and they promise you, and then you wait and wait and wait and wait..... and wait. i don't want to listen to anybody anymore, i don't want to wait for anything/anyone anymore!
DONE

not ready for what's coming on Monday, it starts a whole new year for me half working and half studying, i cannot bear to leave Reuben, cannot bear to let him love some other teacher. it is so completely in me to be possessive and jealous, those are such bad traits i know but what to do! i'm being really honest here. other than diyana i don't want ANYONE else in school to touch him! hahahaha im very close to being a psycho alr, just a few more steps!

help help help help