how do i trust you, how do you get people to trust you when you behave the way you do? i want to be done,i want to be through. it's getting too tough on me, its just not good for my mental health, very honestly.

the only happy thing is that i'm gg to get to see Backstreet Boys on 28th feb, i'm so excited i can't wait! i hope they sing all the oldies the songs we all used to sing along to in primary school, that would be the ultimate highlight of the night haha. $100 gone on seeing Nick Carter, ultimate 2nd childhood dream hahahaha

cant wait for wednesday cos i get to buy the tickets haha i'm seriously so happy