little boy broke my heart, smashed it into 1 million pieces by struggling crying screaming when i carried him, honestly nothing has ever hurt this bad.

i hardly see him now, 4 days away for every 2 days i see him. scolded him too much today, but afternoon time was alright considering the lousy morning i had, sat him down next to me and i felt so much better.

reuben dont be like that anymore :(
i apologised to him i actually apologised to a 2 year old for screaming at him.

cannot take this