another "ahma go where" worthy post

i was just watching Reuben's "ahma go where" series of videos + "i love you teacher sam" videos + "abc" recordings & i tearrrrrred. even after 17 days of being away from him! this is the longest he's been away from us and i still miss him from time to time.

he was the best thing that came along after azfar left, the only thing that i looked forward to seeing daily. i hated the weekends cos that meant missing him for 2 extra days. then school started for me, and that's when everything just went downhill.

i miss you baby! i miss your smell and your smile and your "where where where?" game and your running and your ji zha talking and everything else....

i honestly have this general problem of getting over people. i think i have acute seperation anxiety.