bloody sick

i absolutely cannot stand this pathetic feeling that's been nagging at me for the past week ever since my stupid aches started, i am constantly feeling like i have zero mood to do anything at all, waking up for school suddenly became such a chore the past few times ccbbbbbb so angry

puked my entire guts out last night after dinner, the suckiest feeling ever. i forced myself to NOT vomit and it still ended up outside my body and in the bowl. now i don't even feel like eating anymore cos of this phobia that i will feel nauseous again EEEEW

doctor's bill was 40bucks! 40! shitttt