EH I FUCKING ANGRY YOU KNOW DON'T THINK JUST BECAUSE I SOUNDED ALL NICE ON THE PHONE DOESN'T MEAN I WAS FINE!

my anger is very creative it manifests by itself. at the moment i will not be angry and i will think positiviely blah blah blah, then suddenly by the time i'm at serangoon station i'm sending hateful and spiteful texts. then i reach home and i feel sorry that i was so rash.

okay la okay la okay laaaaaaaa just not again okay? 2nd time alr know!
phone conversations will always be pleasant at the beginning.....

it takes the patience of an unearthly being to deal with this boy

i also cannot stop feeling terrified that this will happen again the next time :(