all yours

1 whole day has gone by and nothing from you. you've made your choice very clearly and now it's time for me to make mine. what's done has been done, what's regretted has also already been accomplished.

people come and go, people change, people move on.

i feel so weird with you right now. nothing seems as natural as it used to be, though i still feel at my best whenever i'm with you. but it's too tough, it's too painful to look at you and know what i know.

anw, i had a great time with the little kids today towards the end of the day. morning was a tragedy and it was the first time in 7 months that i really felt like quitting and terminating my studies. it was too hard to take care of new twins who are sobbing all over you and grabbing every single fibre of your body that they can grab onto. but after a few hours, when they have finally stopped crying and start doing fish actions, i somehow felt the accomplishment of finally doing something useful.

thank you little monk haha & OF COURSE MY NAT