because there was a period after Reuben that i felt unhappy at my job, and so unwilling to get up every morning to go to work without seeing him around. that was how much he made me happy. but people come and go, people change.

now i cannot imagine work without Nat, yes she is a girl not a boy stop calling her a boy before i get angry haha (:

nat nat thank you for making my days sooooooo happy now! you are so cute and lovable and that scowling face you have perfected is amazingly adorable

daddy go where?

daddy go......... (looks at the ceiling and thinks) park car?

AIYOH WANT TO HUG HER NOW