i don't even know how to begin this. i'm not disappointed because i knew what to expect. neither am i upset because im not so affected anymore. i'm not even sad because,well, this isn't the first time it's happening.

i just feel.... sour. like why? why would you do that to me? you know how much i wanted to see you. i don't know anymore, things are just so weird right now.

but i was so happy. i had a fantastic time not showing my temper and keeping quiet for no reason, for once. it's good to be happy, don't you think? but the ride home was horrendous. as it always is. but then i think about you saying, "see you soon k" and suddenly i'm okay.
i'll be okay.

cuteleb how fucking cute is that