miss x 10

i still miss your non-stop talking, super tight hugs, amazingly cute sleeping posture, your 'hi baby bye baby i love you baby', your 'ahma go punggol', your resistance while eating tofu, the way you smile when you first see me in the morning, how you stretch your hands out when you want a hug, how you shift your bum onto my lap automatically.

people say kids don't remember what happened to them from birth till they are 4, and reuben is only almost 3.
you won't remember, but i obviously will.

you have been the greatest joy in my entire 21 years of existence, love you!