i am honestly not happy anymore w so many fucked up thoughts invading my brain all the time. i am upset and angry all at the same time, which makes this a lousy night ever since i got home.

you never EVER know who your true friends are, if they even exist. you can never tell when someone's talking bad about you or complaining about you, i don't want to trust anyone anymore. ive seen too much of this. of course there is always always that 1 person i can count on despite the number of time he's let me down, you know who you are!

i think my best friend is my mother despite everything she does