sometimes it's these imags that pop up in my head that make me continue doing all this. when i think of the sheer amount of reports and portfolios and work i have to do, i honestly feel like quitting my job and my school and just paying whatever i have to. it's too much, and i'm so bad at multi-tasking and handling the pressure of living up to being a good teacher to these babies. i miss them on days i'm in class, but when i'm with them i feel like tearing my hair out.

but then again i think, i don't think i can live without seeing these little kiddos on alternate days because they're already a humongous part of my life. when i look at them drinking their milk on their mattresses and slowly falling asleep, it's the most peaceful feeling ever and i can just smile thinking about it. when one wakes up crying from a nightmare and ends up falling asleep on your shoulder, it just warms your heart so much.

we have our moments, us pre-school teachers. bad moments and stressful moments, but ultimately when we look at them, we know this is what we really want to do.