i feel like the worst person alive. khai so readily lent me his dslr for my KIC event with no questions asked and no lame statements about how i should take care of it, but i go and lose the lens cap outside. i fucking wanted to punch myself when i realised i lost it, honestly. so damn careless and irresponsible!

but other than that, i had the best time out with my friends to town last night despite smelling like cooking oil after dinner. wayne was free so that was like an added bonus since he's usually never able to join us! will post pictures once i get home tonight cos right now i need to eat quickly before rushing off to expo for the kate spade sale! super happy

when you make plans with friends, don't you keep them? even when your boyfriend suddenly wants to go out w you instead, don't you tell him to wait for another day? esp when he's alr spent one entire week with you. this happened a few weeks ago but im suddenly pissed now idk why, was just thinking about it. but yet i give in and pretend its okay that we dont get to go to town just cos he doesn't want to. i dont know, maybe im just being ultra sensitive but whatever. i'm honestly just peeved about this right now.