i thought that i was happier than ever at this very moment, and the more i think about it, the more i think i'm right. i have nobody to worry about, no large scale worries that bug me and keep me awake at night.

small, miniscule problems are all i have compared to other people who have even bigger things to deal with.

but i have people who are concerned about me and feel as though there is something huge bugging me, but i can't seem to put a finger to it.

at this very very moment, there are only 2 things bugging me. lack of spending money + shyanne leaving on tuesday. 2nd issue is super pressing and makes me want to cry at the mere thought of it.

but the super funny thing is how i almost cried while telling my parents about shyanne, and bumping into her and her family 5 minutes after. she looked at me with those huge innocent eyes and seemed to completely not recognise me, but it's so weird since just 2 days ago, she held onto my hand and refused to let go, playing around and hugging me all the time.

but this is the beautiful nature of children. they forget certain issues but yet, i bet when i see her in school on tuesday, she'll go back to being the same old Shyanne that i know. these little ones forgive and forget, and all we can hope for is that the parents learn that from their kids.