some feelings are just indescribable. like the feeling i had when i dropped off from diyana's husband's van and i blew her a flying kiss, like what i felt when she spoke to me and i could not stop sobbing, like the moment she hugged me and i cried even more.

there are some people in your life that will always hold a significant place in your heart, and she is definitely one of them. in my first real job ever, she was the one who guided me through everything patiently and taught me the ropes of being a childcare teacher. without her, i would have been lost. she's been an amazing friend and working with her was always a blast, only because i think she is so different from other teachers.

come next january, it'll be my turn to say goodbye to these wonderful people. i don't think i will be able to let go of them, esp people like Ain, Fy and Naj, who have become such a huge part of my life. i don't even want to imagine the day i have to say goodbye to them. i've never been good at goodbyes, only because i get attached to people super easily.

diyana, i love you sooooooo much! i wish things could be different and that you would stay with us at cv4 for a little while more, but circumstances have prevented you from doing so. i'm sure you'll be happier at your new centre (: