because my hair is still dripping wet, i can't bring myself to bed just yet despite my ever closing eyes. and i also need temporary release from my whooping cough. so irritating. anw i was busy reading through my archives from 2008 till now, pretty cool how time passes so quickly. i've had this blog for 2 plus years now and so many things have changed.

my best friends became a loving couple.

i'm not psychotic anymore.

my ex-boyfriend who was hardly ever mentioned by name in this blog is long in the past.

i graduated from poly.

i left all my part-time retail jobs behind.

i got a new real job.

but still some thing remain the same and i pray that they always will.

audrey the best friend.

my 9-year long girlfriends, i love you girls so much. really.

today i lost it. i lost all control and i lashed out at them. i made my Nayli cry and it was the most heart-wrenching thing to watch. i don't want to scold them anymore. i want to be the cool teacher. enough already.