i got so tired of yelling, of scolding, of sighing that i just gave up and sat down while the children were playing. i zoned out for a couple of minutes until i realised it was time for their nap. i could not even be bothered to shout when the toys were falling all over the ground, i just pointed instead.

i am usually exhausted by about 12.45pm every single day.

correction, i am now even more pissed off. you are nothing to me anymore. NOTHING. stop your insincere rubbish already. dont pretend to care because your actions have proven otherwise. i don't want to have someone like you in my life anymore.