i realise that i eat/munch/think of food whenever i'm bored or stressed or whatever it is. which explains why my tummy always bloats up to its maximum size whenever i'm at work. disgusting. i should stop eating so much. stop. i didn't even feel this fat in tw, despite the grotesque amount of food i ate(cup noodles and stuff). i hate my weight. but i'm thankful. i'm thankful that my thighs don't rub against each other and create sparks, thankful that i still look rather decent in sleeveless stuff(though they used to be soooo much slimmer), thankful that i'm not overweight. yet. keep this up, sam, and you'll grow to become a hippo

i miss my friends. i miss all the friends i went to taiwan with, miss my girlfriends despite just seeing them an hour ago, miss AUDREY WONG SO MUCH :(, miss my ain..... :( i hate missing people. it makes me feel weak and vulnerable.

tomorrow is going to be a big huge act. HQ's coming down to look at our classrooms to make sure they're all up to date and stuff. screw it. i'm going to get into big shit but i did my best. i have a super strong feeling i'll leave next year. seriously. save save save. save as much money as i possibly can.

do not agree with this organization anymore.