it's time for this to pass. that phase of my life has been long over, and i have no wish to be reminded of it anymore. sure, i talk about you at times but then again, that's really all. i just hope that you stay safe and happy but that's it. i don't want to continue this contact anymore. it's long been time for me to move on completely into a new life that doesn't have a trace of you lingering in it.

let's face it. you made me miserable when we were together. i loved you so much i thought i would faint if i didn't see you. i was young and rash. and silly. for allowing you to emotionally abuse me that much, i was silly. i don't blame you, i blame my own blindness for that. you were just acting out on your part, only because i became crazy and insane.

but now you're with someone else, someone that i really really really dislike. i cannot bring myself to talk to you or have any form of contact with you, knowing that you're still happily with her. not even an sms. not even a reply.

i'm happy now. i'm in a happier place. i don't see the need to have you in my life anymore. i'm not trying to sound heartless or cold, but this is just what you've turned me into. my heart has hardened into stone and i don't feel moved or touched by what grown-ups do for me anymore. i don't see the need for small talk or conversations that are open ended anymore.

it's time for you to completely let go of me too, just like how i've done so with you. people always say that exes can never be friends again, but i thought we could be and i was wrong. i used to continue being friends with you only because i couldn't let you go, but now i can, and now i know what i have to do.

sure, a tiny little part of me still cares about you. but that only means that i want you to be safe and healthy. that's all. i hope you understand. and i hope you act on it.

let's let that be our last conversation.