so all that while you were lying? you were lying through your damn teeth? how dare you. honestly. it makes me sick knowing the truth. you are a liar. you've not changed one bit. i'm so glad all this is over. you are one sick piece of crap and i hate you. i honestly do. sometimes i think and i wonder if i was being too harsh, but now i know i wasn't. now i know you deserve so much more from me. can't believe i spent $350 on you. three hundred and fifty damn dollars. on you. worst money spent. ever. you and your lies.

no point regretting, right? my friends are just going to get the brunt of it cos i need to express it somehow but wong is still not home and i miss her. what's done is done. i'm now wiser and more sensitive to liars and lies and bullshit.

i hate you.

ok im going to go eat maggi mee now and scratch my scabs