i'm getting so drained it's insane. i'm OT-ing at least half an hour every single day, which is really tiring considering the fact that i'm up at 5.30 and i'm home at 5.30. it's a crazy 12 hour day and it isn't all sitting around doing nothing. there's so much work to be done and there are so many deadlines, i can't even remember all of them. the month of june is crazy. everybody is so excited about june but i can safely say all teachers in my situation are going crazy. PTC & KIC are just enough. i don't know why they want to cram so much into a single month. it's not only bad for the teachers, but the children too. we get stressed out and we end up stressing them out. please.

maybe i'm not tough enough, but i used to give myself credit for being able to take this all in my stride. it's a profession i love, that's for sure. but maybe i'm just in the wrong place. there is too much for us. i'm so exhausted every single day.

damn it and i have yet to label 3 jars of jam. damn this.